I don’t know what is going on with me. This post’s title is sort of sarcastic, but at the same time it isn’t. I do wonder sometimes if feeling this shi!t! could be a sign of early labor.
The worst part is that I don’t even know how to explain what I am feeling. It is physical and emotional. It almost feel like I am sick. I am so tired, so down. I haven’t been able to sleep well. I can’t find a comfortable position and when I do get to sleep, it is very shallow. I can’t fall deep asleep and therefore anything wakes me up. My stomach feels funny, almost like a stomach flu feeling as if I am going to throw up or have diarrhea, but I never do. It feels like the food is taking forever to digest. Then I get these really mild cramps, but this really weird pain in my back like its splitting in half. I feel like pushing, I dont know how to explain. I also feel so claustrophobic in my own body like there is no room for me in here anymore. It feels like my skin is this really tight outfit I need to break free from.
Oh, Gosh. I feel awful. And when I do get those lower backaches even tho they are not strong, I do not know why, I feel like crying. It is like I need to push real bad, not the baby out, but some how squeeze my back.
Baby is kicking lots so I guess she hasnt dropped yet and therefore I must not be close to labor. But still, what is this??
I am sorry about the depressing post, but I needed to let it out !!